my names annie

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 23:23:42 GMT

I am entering in my livejournal, something i rarely do anymore.

well its a weekend and yet again i am sitting home alone because there is not one person who would hang out with me, everyone says they are busy, but since everyone has been "busy" since i started going to this school last year, i've started to think i am undesirable to you people. if thats true and yo dont want to hang out with me, just say something and i'll leave you alone about it. I am used to not having friends, thats how it was in michigan except for like 5 people....i dont know i just thought i was finally at a place where people liked me and i would be around people who liked theater like me and i wouldnt be and outcast and i could finally for the first time in my life have friends and spend weekends with people and not feel like a total lepper just cuz i am a little different. but if thats not the case...i get it. its meant to be i suppose. what makes it even better is that next weekend i am going to michigan to see the show i assistant directed and i wolll be surrounded by a group of people who hate me because im talented, the group who's too good to talk to me, and the people i love more than life; my only friends, but who hate me for leaving them. where do i fit? someone tell me wehre i can be happy cuz i havent been able to figure it out yet. if you believe i am happy at school on a day to day basis, i must be a better actor than i thought. like me please.

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 23:52:56 GMT

I HAVE ALL THE MUSIC NOTES FOR PEOPLE WHO NEED THEM!!! i was gunna charge before, but its not a big deal...JUST LET ME KNOW SO I CAN HELP ANYONE WHO NEEDS IT!<3

READ THIS IF YOU HAVE MNICH!

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 22:47:02 GMT

I HAVE COPIES OF MY MUSIC NOTES! ITS 7 PAGES OF INFO AND I AM ASKING 3 DOLLARS A PACKET BECAUSE OF COSTS TO PRINT THEM ALL OUT...A SMALL PRICE TO PAY FOR COMPLETE NOTES THAT ARE READILY AVAILABLE. COMMENT IF YOUR INTERESTED

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 13:12:09 GMT

i havent updated in forever! i just finished south pacific in michigan and now i am assistant directing Rodgers and Hammerstein's Cinderella....actually at the mioment i am in new york at my brother's appartment. Me and my Bro went and saw LIght in the Piazza last night and O MY GOD! It was phenominal, Broadway at it's best! Victoria Clarke is the most brilliant musical theater actress ever, period. well thats pretty much it....cant wait to get back in Fla to see everyone, eventhough you all are probably happy that im not there, i still miss you guys. see ya soon:)

TONY

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 15:59:54 GMT

NORBERT WON! congrats i knew you would!

my power went out during the tonies last night it was so funny me , my brother, and my director ran to the car without shoes or anything during the tornado watch and sped to my grandmas house so we wouldnt miss anything.
The tonies get me so exited...i want to be there so bad and get one of those damned awards! in my dreams right. but i still love to watch it...its really is the best night of the year!

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 21:48:12 GMT

not much new to tell you all...i'm still in michigan and i am still super weird...you know same old same old....miss you guys?

hey !

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 11:49:47 GMT

Hey yall! I'm in MICHIGAN!! im with my sexy bffl Danielle and she is covered in post it notes from the middle of the night. I have been so busy at the theater spending every moment there working on the show, sets, publicity, costumes, and just hanging out there after practice for 2 hours to hang out......its HEAVEN!!! I do miss Florida and all the INsane people i met there at BOOKER! cant wait to see you all! I LOVe you guys!<3

READ THIS! IMPORTANT!!!

Fri, 27 May 2005 13:55:57 GMT

I NEED EVERYONES PHONE NUMBERS! POST 'EM GAL-DARNITT!

Thu, 26 May 2005 22:16:17 GMT

i got a life jacket for my dog so he can swim! yay

my brother is here from Michigan, and tonight we are gunna eat at Marco Polo where the water tastes like DisneyWorld(NOt disney land...disney LAND sucks)

My cell phone died with everybody's phone numbers saved in it...please post your contact info so i can talk to yall

Wed, 25 May 2005 22:30:55 GMT

I love STAR WARS...again..and again....and, you guessed it... again!

I am leaving for Michigan on saturday....i will miss you all alot(unless i dont like you...but im sure i do) does anyone(other than Jamie of course) want Michigan souvineers like keychains, or fly swatters? let me know!

Mon, 23 May 2005 16:04:25 GMT

cant believe schools over!!!!

HEY!! i need pictures! if you have sweet pics from either banquet or theater send them to me please!!! my email is anniewatkins_@hotmail.com. PLEASE! i love yall!

Mon, 23 May 2005 00:05:22 GMT

HOld me...like you did on the lakes of Nabu so long ago when it was just our love and no politics, no ploting and no war!

I lOVE JAMIE AND AMANDA! I spent all weekend at Jamies house and we had soo muuch fun!

AND I RRREEEEAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY LLLOOOVVEEE STAR WARS!!!! saw it twice in 24 hours in theaters! it was corny as heck, but rocked my world and i saw the millenium falcon!(haha Jamie!) and WAYNE is the coolest ever!

YAY STAR WARS

Fri, 20 May 2005 17:45:43 GMT

school is basically over! i am gunna miss everyone alot.... and what will we do without Key's and Mnich's classes!
comment on this please, you dont really have to say aything, it just makes me happy to get a comment

Wed, 18 May 2005 22:29:08 GMT

I'm sorry for those of you who hate me now(steph and boon), But...IM SO SUPER THRILLED!!!! i was so nervous to get evaluated, i know I ace all the theater tests...but i didnt think the teachers liked me...AND THEN THIS HAPPENED!! I cry(happy tears) everytime i think about it. I'm not bragging and sorry if you think i am, but it boosted my morale; untili got those awards i was seriously comtemplating coming back here next year. I'm so touched by those of you who voted for me(tear) thank you you have no idea wht this means to me.
WE are so lucky to be in a place where we can do what we love and have teachers who know so much and love what they do and care about us. can it get any better than this?

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Sat, 14 May 2005 22:28:16 GMT

AHH!!! greenroom! its like a day away!(ok 2 whatever)

i'm doing my monolouge in it, yay, I know the lines...now i just have to make it suck less.

Senior recital was crazy good, what else is there to say

Wed, 11 May 2005 20:20:23 GMT

Theres no wrong way yo play the air guitar! or the moracas for that matter....do you disagree?

BERF_DAY

Mon, 09 May 2005 02:34:31 GMT

ITS MY BERF-DAY!! and i am sick! it sucks more than anything...

I got a sweet kareoke machine and it makes me smile, but today i was forced to go to the beach...not my favorite thing! but yay for me i didnt get burnt and i got ice cream at coldstone and saw the employees...that jeremy kid, what a hoodlum!
anyway, it was all great untill about this very moment where i cant really stand up :)

my dad actually called me today! it was cool since i havent heard from him for 3 months! all he really wanted was to tell me about how great my brother is...of course he's great, he's the heir to his stupid republican oil tycoon money! sorry, i've never gotten used to the whole living in a shadow thing and that is one thing i am sooo happy i got away from in that crappy michigan town. it feels weird to be my own person for once...its weird, i was always just as good as him in theater, but somehow he was always ahead of me....im not used to people even really noticing me and if they do, they think im good, but not quite as impressive as him. and thats why it makes me crazy that people think i have a big ego....dont you have to like yourself and be proud of yourself to be big-headed... I dont think i am the best, or even that good and i dont want other people to think that, i just want to be noticed in the slightest. I never look for praise, so if you think that about me, i think you have the wrong impression of me and i feel bad if i come off that way cuz i dont want to and i honestly dont. when i sing people think i am showing off, but i sing cuz ity makes me feel good and i love it and thats what makes me happy. whats wrong with being happy?everyone secretly resents me because of that, and thats not fair....dont wwe all want to be happy?

Sat, 07 May 2005 13:56:43 GMT

CELEBRATING MY B-DAY THIS WEEKEND!!!! yay! My bros are here and we are going out on the boat...

i love bagels

Happy birthday me!!!!! May 8th baby!!!

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Thu, 05 May 2005 20:36:15 GMT

Never stand in a dangerous place with your understudy.

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 3 DAYS Y'ALL!!!
Do you know of any sweet Kareoke bars or anywhere with Kareoke...i dont know my way around yet so i need some help!!

VELVET ART FOREVER!!

OEDIPUS!

Tue, 03 May 2005 22:32:23 GMT

ITS OVER!!!thank god...and yet im so super sad. the stress of it is finally lifted off my shoulders! but i dont get to act sexy and rub up on Shawn anymore...i mean what? i didnt enjoy that, what are you thinking? haha
Im disapointed that my group isnt gunna get into the greenroom...the other eddie rex one and the musical was too good, but im totally cool with it cuz i think i pullled off a good grade for me and my group, at least i better have! i worked my ass off for that show and worried so much, we all did! Its all about the grade, and the thrill of performing it. thats enough for me, the stage.

My birthday is 4 days away...i expect gifts from everyone! and im not joking....cash is good too. I JUST KIDDING!!!!

hey anyone who reads this, thank you for accepting me in your lifes here in florida. Secretly i have been ridiculously homesick and feeling terribly alone, but you guys at school numb the pain for a while and i appreciate it alot. i cant yet tell if the grass is greener, but its definatley as nice and very rewarding.

why do i feel like crying? are they happy tears, or sad.

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Thu, 28 Apr 2005 19:38:09 GMT

wazzup yall~
do you ever wish you were a leprechan? i know i do....the sexy little green outfit, the sweet red facial hair, the pots of gold, the lucky charms.... but then again, it would suck to have everyone after you.

So about real life....not much to say except about the whole back spasm thing...this morning i was in tears when i woke up from the pain of moving, but o well, thayer gave me some pain pills on the bus. I'm sure we looked really suspicious to the driver too trying to secretly take drugs...shes probably gunna call the cops now or something, that'd be pretty funny, to be pulled over while in as bus

oedipus is going well...and I am SSSOOOOOO excited about it! even if our shows not good to anyone else, everyone in our group has a great time and thinks its fun so whatevs.

idnt my puppy just the cutest dern thing that you ever did see!

dedicated to THAYER, i think you'll know why

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 19:38:58 GMT

If you have the urge to talk bad about a show i did before i moved here, heres some advice, DONT! Pippin is a brilliant FOSSE show with some of the best and most famous songs in musical theater and i was in it and it was a really great production...you havent seen it, dont degrade it or me by saying it wasnt good! So if you have something negative to say about Pippin, my performance of it, or me, dont do it in front of me and dont let me hear about it or else your ass is grass!

So i was stuffing my face with chinese food today, cuz i was gunna get my braces tightened and i knew i wouldnt be able to chew for a week, and it was good. The weird part was, i had a glass of water, and it tasted like DISNEYWORLD!! it was the weirdest thing ever but it really did my mommy thought so too...i dunno, if you would have tried it you would have understood. Disneyworld tastes good too.

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Wed, 20 Apr 2005 21:27:38 GMT

THAYERS HERE!!! I LOVE HER!!!!

We went to BIG LOTS! o my goodness it was so cool! i love buying random Crap!

Thayer only uses me for my Disney Channel!!

I got to sing with Mnichy today and it was super fun even though i was so nervous i was shaking...but Mnich hugged me afterward so that made it a little better:)
you know life aint all that bad anymore...so glad i left damn michigan to be here....im finally happy

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Tue, 19 Apr 2005 20:48:49 GMT

OMG!! Andrea, I hope your wounds heal from that SCAT bus incident. you should have seen it, the bus just hit her...it must have been painful. Me and thayer saw it happen, but there was nothing we could do so we just left her...we got some ice cream though! it was pretty cool. I decided t owrite a musical play about it....its gunna be good, i mean whats a better song title than, "Ow! i got hit by the SCAT bus!"?
Is anyone else super excited about our oedipus plays....I get to feel shawn's nipple, therefore ours is totally going to be the best! haha i just kidding(...sorta).
hey i know noone is going to read this...so i am going to write something very random, here it is: WINGLINGS TICKLE MY JUBILANT PANCREAS

Florida makes me thirsty!

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 21:58:42 GMT

I auditioned for a play for during this summer back in michigan this past weekend(well actually i sent a tape, cuz i was here not there) and the anticipation of not kowing yet is killing me. THe show is Cinderella and i was or am being considered for Cindy and the stepsister roles.....i hate waiting! I just want the fricken phone to ring so i can know my fate, whether i will stay here for the summer or go back to michigan. its crazy!

Doesnt Florida make you thirsty? maybe im just not used to it yet, but im always thirsty! i rode my bike about a mile and a half to a little gas station today cuz i was so parched and got some DASANI(the best water ever), so it was all good. I cant do that everyday thoguh...eww...excersise makes me sick, im much to lazy to do something thats good for me....... DO GAS STATIONS DELIVER?